Today,
Infact i don't know how to explain.
Today my friend was sad but i felt helpless i couldn't do anything about it.
I thought that in some ways i was wrong. But she said it wasn't me. But i've still felt sorry about it.
I want to help her in some ways to help her thinking positive, but it didn't seem to work. I didn't want her to have her old self again where she might cut and think of negative stuff because it hurts. But i didn't know what to do. Everything had hurt her so bad and i want to step in her shoes but i dont know how to. Sometimes i feel like the things ive said was usless and no point and asif it didnt make any sense. she started swearing a little and i thought she got angry at me >_<;; she said "being around you people seriously" and it didn't sound good. to be honest, i felt angry abit. to he honest, it had made me really really sad.
Infact i really want her to be with us but that will just cause her to regret and pain. Today we didn't talk much and days like that feels boring. Did you know that ? Where were those days we would muck up ? Where were those days we'll laugh at everything ? I don't know cause today seemed like it had simply disappeared.
Cause maybe we had a misunderstanding? I don't know. I don't know what to say or else i'll say something useless again. I don't know what to say cause we both might feel angry. I really don't know what to say because the things you said had made me speechless.
She thinks I won't forgive her, BUT i definately will.
She thinks she can't fill in that empty hole, but you can and in the future cause you've always helped me so much.
You wish that our friendship won't die, i can grant you that wish.
You've said sorry many times on msn, but i don't know what to say. But all i can say is that I'm Sorry. Don't be sorry.
From today, i don't want you to live in a life full of regrets.
From Today, i don;t want you to live in a life will of pain.
From Today, i don;t want you to live in a world of negative.
From Today, I want you to know that out there in this world, that there are billions of chances out there for you, i want you to hold onto one of them the way you like it.
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