NO~ Don't be sorry. I'll never let you go as a best friend. Don't worry you wont have this nightmare. 

Heck no you're not a retard. 

Sorry for not speaking, I really don't know what to say >__<;;

Cause you will always be there for me, I would do the same too. 

From reading your post will top to the bottom, You brought me a smile today. 

Cause I don't want to say sorry anymore, I should be thankful for everything uve done to me. Thank You.